erm... dis few days bery funny lerhx.. go out 2 day den stay at home for 2 days den go out 2 days den stay at home for another 2 days. hahas..
hyar.. i finish reading 3 bk in 2 days.. hahas.. lol.. erm.. my first 3 bks in the yr.. maybe is after Os... hahas..

wen out wif ahpingg today.. frustrated siax.. hahas..
she cant decide on whichfone to buy.. arrrrggghhh...
it is torturous.. cos.. she ask me to gib he sum idea..
but accordig to my eq.. hw much idea can i gib her..
and my brain juice is limited.... lol
so i was lik faster faster faster..
cos we stay at fareast in lik for 2hrs.. jus to think which fone shld she buy.. lol
oka larhx.. maybe nt her fault..
is me hu lost de patient.. not in gd mood..
in the morning.. just cried bcos of one song and one particular person.. hais.

ELAINE LOW.. seem like you are very interested in my life issit??? kip asking me to update..lol
hahahas
anyway... are you surprise to see your name... hahas

erm.. went back malaysia for 6days... since 16 of february...
diden expect much when i am goin back.. cos i noe dat i am not goin to get alot of hangbao.. and with the exchange rate here... what i get dere mus be divided into 2 or more dan 2.. hahas.. so when i get a $2 hangbao it is not realy nice.. hahas.. bcos it is just a few cents in singapore.. lol
okae larhx i am not that money face.. but seriously.. if you go back malaysia bai nian... will lugi alot lorhx.. ahahas
and being a filial daughter.. i gave all my hangbao to my mama except the one she gave me larhx.. hahas.. (and pls note dat dose money is for her.. not for her to be save into my bank okae..) guys.. mayb you all shld do this also.. hahas.. when you receive hangbao.. you also must think that your parent are also giving out money... lol
erm.. made good use of all the 7 pieces of clothes i bought.. lol...
ohyarhx.. i went to genting... nowaday genting is lik NO FUN..
i dun dare to sit onto dose rides.. and the weather dere arent cold anymore..
i even wear a shorts.. mini shorts.. a t-shirts.. a slipper and walk ard genting highland.. aiyoyo.. malaysia government... maybe you shld grow more trees up dere.. to make it cooler.. lol...

on the 22nd of feb.. i am back.. actually.. i am staying in malaysia for another 2 weeks derhx. too learn hw to make up.. lol.. u all must be thinking.. please larhx.. queenie.. so ugly lerhx.. make up also no use derhx right..
but since it is lik cheap and my uncle is like paying for all my expenses.. WHY NOT...
but due to some reason..
1st... i want to see him larhx.. hahas... miss him
2nd.. my mama miss me.. hahas.. she say she kinda of worried.. can you imagine she is still worried for her daughter who is in her age of 18.. lol..
3rd.. np reunion dinner.. erm... kinda of disappointed.. but neber mind.. happy enuff jus to see everyone faces... (mr ang is leaving soon.. so sad larhx..).. see lots of faces.. dat nebee come back for lik so long lerhx.. i tink dey are jus eyeing for mr ang hangbao only.. RIGHT.. lol...
4th.. my sister eyes horx.. wakao eyy.. swollen lik hell man..

maybe i am goin back.. after i noe where i am posted to.. lol.. dun miss me okae... hahas

okae.. 23rd of feb.. i went out wif him.. wakao. eyy.. it is lik finally larhx.. please.. but i feel kinda of awkard when i am in the k room.. hahas.. diden dare to look anywhere except the screen.. hahas.. when he lie dwn beside me.. (in a sleepin posture).. you noe hw awkward it is.. esp i in my mini skirts.. i dunno what to do.. except sit still and dun move larhx.. lol...
erm.but he is kinda of sweet..
but the most incredible thingy is.. he brought bak gua and was lik eating dere.. i cant stop laughing larhx.. and he say dat the only way to make him feel warm.. lol.. faint right.. hahas..
say a couple of duet song.. kinda of embarass.. cos my singing skill is like.. yeeyar.. lol...
and he sang alot alot alot alot of canto.. i acc him sang too.. cos he dun believe i noe hw to say canto.. lol..

after dat went to meet min.. lol.. MIN so sorry. make you wait for me for lik so damn long.. hahas.. i wanted to acc him to the mrt station marhx.. lol.. hahas..

okae.. i am sick now. my throat is feelin terrible.. terrible cough.. lol.. hope i can get well soon. and mkae it for k session wif min on monday.. lol..

act... i duno what to blog lerhx..
cos nowadays is like working for lik 12 hrs everyday.. like hell..
flipping clothes all day.. and now i can close my eyes and turn the clothes lerhx larhx... and i also noe de shirt is straight..
lol
erm.. sumtym go out wif changminmin... to shop shop and shop..
musnt go out wif her. she realy make u turn into a fat pig siax...
hahas.. insist you to makan.. even wen u r full.. i am fat fat fat...
changminmin.. i am not as thin as you okae.. hahas

went to make fake nails.. cost me $30...
erm.. elaine.. rmbr where we get our.. erm. free shine buffer??
i wen there to make my fake nail...
minmin help me.. cos.. i had a bad taste.. lol

okae.. i wan go see xiaozhu...
i dun care... argghhh...

and i am goin malaysia soon..
yeah!!
finally!!
but it is lik 7.30am de bus..
so early right.. dead..
can i wake up???lol

19ofjan 2.30am
i exoress my love to you.
i diden expect much.
cos i already know the ans.

190fjan 5.30pm
you rejected my love
to what i have expected
and i understand why. and i wil try to understand.
i use my 'craziness' to cover how sad i feel

20-21ofjan
i diden dare to look at any thing that wil related to you.
i know i cant forget you that fast.

22ofjan 12am
u sms me.
i am goin to go out with you the nxt day
you know how happy i am.
maybe you wil never know.
cos you will neber be me.


220fjan 11.30pm
ding dong ding dong
there go the 12am cinderella bell
you cancelled it..
you know how sad i am
but i understand.
i know you have your own reason.
i jus put smile.
to cover how i feel.

24ofjan 6pm
i saw you.
my heart just light up like this.
like never before
but we seem like a pair of stranger.
just smiling at each other
and without saying anything.
we part away
really sad
really sad


25ofjan 2am
i wanted to sleep
i really wanted to
but whenever i close my damn eyes.
your stupid face just appear.
i knew i really miss you


25ofjan 3am
i cried.
really badly
it has been a long tym since i have last cried.
i once again pick up my chinese diary and start writing.
i dunno what to do.
i dunno what shld be on my mind.
if i have a choice.
can you dun come into my life.

do you know that
your entrance into my life is not being approve.
i really mean it.
i really do.
why must you do this to me??




i need some support. but who can i find this from




darrlingg... get well soon... ... ... ...
francis... i am really sorry... ... ... ...

the first time, i wanted to cook for a guy
the first time, i am willing to sacrifice my time just to be able to see him for less than 2 mins
the first time, i walk around the shopping mall alone to look for your gift
the first time, i really settle down to think what i should do to make you happy
the first time, i express my love
the first time.... ....
the first time... ....
the first time... ...

and because of all the first time.. i cant get you out of my mind this fast..
everyday i long to see you..
but i know it isn't possible.


now we are just friends. that i dont love to be.
but i cant do anything...
i know you have just forget about the past.
i know you need time to adjust
i know i know.
i know.. but i just cant accept it




now.. i can only look at your photo. and let my tears flow in the middle of the night
hoping someday i can just forget about you. and accept the truth.

after about ten long days.. i am coming back to blog again..
the past few days is like shopping shopping and shoping...

11 of jan
basically wen shopping.. bought clothes.. went to paya lebar and bugis..
act want to meet mr limJUNRONG at bugis derhx.. but sumthing happen.. so cant meet lerhx..
paiseh lorhx.

12 of jan
went for imterview.. early in the morning you know.. so damn tired.. wen we alight.. it is lik raining heavily.. and we diden bring any umbrella... act wan to run in the rain derhx.. buy qian jin xiao jie tanWANPING say dun wan.. so we waited for anotheer bus and let it make one turn to stop right in fornt of the factory..
den wen to marina sqaure... act want to buy jeans derhx.. but dun ve lerhx.. so suanx lerhx.
BUT I BOUGHT HIS PRESENT... wahahahas.. okae..i sound lik a bian tai nw. hahas...
i bought a jacket that worth $89 for this stupid piggie tortoise... and plus other gift i tink ia like $100+++ lerhx.. wah. heart pain.. hahas. no larhx.. i dun even feel anything.. die lerhx.. i spend mmoney lik nth happen siax..
den wen to watch movie wif xinyi and zhenyu.. watch last dance.. woohooo.. wu zhen yu handsome handsome.. hahas... but i dun get wad the show is tryin to say...hahasss

13 of jan
i cooked.. for him and carol..
steamed fish.. dunno wad pork and cabbage..
ahahas.. my first tym trying to cook all dis dishes...
and they say it is damn nice.. hahas.. so shiock to hear datt..
maybe i am born to cook.. dun you all tink so.. hahaas..
i sound stupid horx.. hehes...

14 of jan
wen shoping wif mama and meimei.. nth much.. diden bought anything. foul mood..

15 of jan
wake up early in the morning... to cook for him and carol again.. sweet and spicy prawns (for him).. mai you chicken...vegetables... and one pot of soup (fopr carol)...
BUT HE DIDEN EATT... AAARRRGGGHHHH.. suan lerhx. at least carol got eat.. hahas..
wen to cut my haira dn highlight my hair.. actually want to cut only.. but de hairdresser say want to give a tryy.. den i say okae lorhx.. i let hiim choose de color.. and it turn out to be RED.. imagine you highlighting red colour.. one word.. LIAN... hahas.. reaally lian lorhx..
aniwa.. i caused $100+++ to had my hair done.. hahas.
den wen to sing k.. at kbox.. was so high in the first place..(MY MOOD I N THE 1000FLOOR NOW) sing sing sing lik nobody business.. my singing skil relly sucks. in fornt of tanWANPING singing horx.. like so malu larhx.. hais.. hw come hurx?? den i recieve a call and say dey nt cuming lerhx.. so sad u noe... den (MY MOOD DROP TO THE BASMENT 1000) which is like a different of 2000 floor larhx.. hais.. but i manage to get my mood back after eating the prawn cracker.. hahaas....nice..

16th of jan
MY SISTER LILY BIRTHDAY... HAPPY BIRTHDAY..
MY DEAR MEIMEI...
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES AND DREAMS COME TRUE...
HOPE YOU MAY SCORE WELL FOR O
I KNOW YOU AHD BEEN WORKING HARD THIS FEW DAYS
SO CONTINUE WORKING HARD OKAE....
SHENG RI KUAI LERHX...
MY GIFT FOR YOU THIS YEAR BERY NICE HORX..
HEHES.... HOPE YOU LIKE IT

ps.. dun tell mama abt wad i blog horx.. =p

why do guys always ask gers whether dey still rmbr him after dey break up for like 6 mths??!!
why do guys always want to prove that they are always better and stronger than the gers??!!

hais forget abt it... ...
okae. this few days is like so free..
and i tink if this is goin to last any longer
i will become fatter.
ohgosh...
i wanto work.. who is going to employ me lerhx??
anyone...
uncle sherman ask me go clean his hse for lik $1000 per mth..
i tink too little lerhx right..
like bo hua. hahas

went to wanpingg hse dis few days.. sing larhx...
i tink i shld stop singing..
but ge sheng can kil ppl...
hahas
but i wil continue to tak pic.. hahas



yesh??!! can i help you??




sticky stick stick.. saw our tongue???





don't u tink wanpingg look so idiotic in this pic??!!






did i did anything wrong again??!!





ger fren is still de best...





compare and contrast de face.. so diff.. arrrgghh... i so FAT!!!